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Moving Away [14 Jun 2003|09:54pm]
[ mood | loved ]

My boyfriend, Kevin, wrote this about me a few days ago. When he mentions about moving away, it's because he's never lived in the same area for more then 3 years. To him, moving became something so natural to him that he just didn't care about it anymore. He may have to move again to Michigan this summer, he said the chances are smaller then they were before though, which is good for both him and I. Him and I are happier then ever. Honestly, I have never been so happy in my life. I have never felt so loved in my life. The feeling is great. I can't explain it...anyways, here's the song:

I'm always moving
Never sticking around in one place
That was before I met you
Before I ever saw your face
See, now I have a problem
Now I'm in love
But its time to move again
I need some help from above

I don't know what to do
It was so easy before I fell in love with you
The choice on whether I go isn't mine
Tell me you love me one last time
Would it be easier to just let go
Or should I try to stay and let my feelings flow

It feels like my heart is losing
The greatest thing I've ever come to face
There's really nothing I can do
Life is moving at such a fast pace
I cherish the times that we're together
This is the feeling of love
I seem to drift along like a feather
You seem to have fallen from above

I don't know what to do
It was so easy before I fell in love with you
The choice on whether I go isn't mine
Tell me you love me one last time
Would it be easier to just let go
Or should I try to stay and let my feelings flow

Moving away is something I'm used to
Leaving friends and memories behind
It's something I can't help but do
It seems that home is a place I'll never find
But a miracle happened
I've fallen in love
You are my best friend
I thank the Lord up above

I don't know what to do
It was so easy before I fell in love with you
The choice on whether I go isn't mine
Tell me you love me one last time
Would it be easier to just let go
Or should I try to stay and let my feelings flow

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Finals [04 Jun 2003|06:51pm]
Oh wow. I hate final exams so much. I don't think I'm doing so well with them. Oh well. Today I had my German, English, Science, and Math final. Tomorrow I've Citizenship, Choir, Science, and American Law & Society...and then, School's over for the summer. No more being a freshman.

I haven't really been on the computer/internet at all. Partially because I'm grounded until school get's out...which is tomorrow. But really, it's not bad at all. It's kind of relaxing actually. I thought I was going to die of boredom when my mom said I was grounded. I really don't even really know why I am grounded. Blah, but whatever.

May 31, 2003

May 31, 2003
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[23 May 2003|03:38pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Yea I know I haven't blogged in a few days. I've been busy keeping up with school as it is coming down to the end of the year. Just nine more days...I think I can do this!

Anyways, I haven't been up to a whole much other than what I had just said...well except for problems with my parents. We're not getting along too well...nor have we ever really. We fight all the time and there are hardly ever any time as when they will believe me with something I say or do. Basically, they don't trust me...and I've never understood why. It hurts to know that you aren't trusted or believed by your own parents. I don't even know what to say. They are a big part of my life; obviously because they give me a house to live in, a bed, clothes, and i'm fed well. But it just doesn't seem like they think the same. My dad and I have always had problems. Since I was young we've never really ever gotten along. We are almost down to never talking anymore. When we talk these days, all that happens is we get in this big arguement and he'll yell at me etc. etc. I just wish they'd take me a little more easier than they do. But okay, enough with my parents.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I mean: A LOT. I have come to realize that I have many people who don't like me...many people who are mad at me, etc. I often wonder what I ever did to them and what I can change to maybe turn things around. When I really think about it, I can't hardly think of anything I've done to the people who don't like me. Most of the people who don't like me, don't even know me and it kind of sickens me. How can they think that when they don't even know what I'M really like? I think people need to think about things a bit harder than they do. But then again, maybe I do appear like a total bitch and act like one? I don't know and all I know is that, I probably will never know.

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Personality Disorder Test [02 May 2003|11:49pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Personality Disorder TestCollapse )

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[22 Apr 2003|07:40pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

1. What is your full name? Laura Mitchell
2. What colour trousers are you wearing right now? jeans
3. What song are u listening to right now? nothing, listening to commercials on the television.
4. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 2438 and 6212
5. What was the last thing u ate? some pasta stuff and corn
7. If u were a crayon, what colour would u want to be? red, def.
8. Where do u want to go on your honeymoon? Hawaii
9. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? too young to decide
10. How is the weather right now? it's sunny...for once.
11. Last person u talked to on the phone? Kylie
12. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, definitely
13. Do u like the person that sent u this? no one really sent it, but Jad's awesome
14. How are u today? gooood, tired, bored
15. Your fave drink? Mountain Dew!!
16. Alcoholic: I'm not one..
17. How do u eat an Oreo? i don't like cookies ;x but when I eat oreo's, i twist them pull them apart and eat the frosting, and give the rest to my dog
18. Favourite sport? ice hockey and soccer
19. What makes u happy? spending time with friends...etc.
20. What's the next CD you're gonna get? I don't get cd's too often anymore
21. Hair colour? dark blonde i guess...with golden and light blonde highlights (i need to get it re-done)
22. Eye colour? green

23. Height? 5'3/4" Shut up! lol
24. Do u wear contacts? no
25. Siblings and their ages? Brian, 19
26. Who do u consider your close friends? Kylie, Ally, and there could be a few others
27. What do u like to do? loads...be with friends, shop!, spend $$$, be online...etc.
28. What's the best adviceez given to u? Never give up if you want it that bad, always have faith in yourself, and be who you are, not what your friends are
29. Have u ever won any special awards? no not really...most valuble Diver, won a shit load of spelling bee's in elem. school! lmao..ribbons for gymnastics meets...soccer etc.
30. What are your future goals? to be able to get to where i need to be to start life alone. finish college and i wouldn't mind moving to Florida some day..
31. Fave music? erm...punk rock, hip-hop/rap, pop, alternative....anything really
32. Fave food? ehh, I LOVE pasta
33. Fave movies? uhh, 8 Mile, A Walk To Remember, Legally Blonde, Bring it on, and this could go on for a mile or two...
34. Fave day of the year? July 2nd..
35. Fave month? July
36. Do u like to dance? yesh!
37. Are u shy to ask someone out? yea...haven't ever asked anyone out...i wait for them ;)
38. What's the stupidest thing u have ever done? there's a few i don't feel like sharing.. kthx
39. Do u like scary or happy movies better? scary
40. On the phone or in person? depends on the situation, but mostly in person
41. Summer or winter? Summer most definitely
44. Hugs or kisses? hugs..

Took this from JAD.

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[20 Apr 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | okay ]

First off, I would like to say thanks much to Ana for setting up this journal for me. =D It's awesome.

Well, today is Easter. Haven't done much of anything. My Grandpa came in town. He's the only of my relatives that actually live close to be able to see once in a while. But ehh, who cares. Holiday's seem different as you get older. You actually start to realize the meaning of them more then when you were a kid. Like for Easter, when you're a kid, you're all anxious and you can't sleep at night because the "Easter Bunny" is coming or "Santa Claus." And when you do go to sleep, you wake up real early and run downstairs. Heh, that was fun and all. But I also like how they are now after you know what it really is.

Well, tomorrow I go back to school since a week. I really don't want to go. I'm sick of it ;x

I want to go to the Mall. I have no money. So I guess that isn't happening.

Well, i'm going to shut up now..

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